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life is so unpredictable right ?? just like this messy saturday. got very tired for hoping something much better than a word called ordinary. or trying to make everything too straight?!?! harusnya dah sedikit banyak menduga.. this mornin' is just too perfect, too perfect for spending a bowl of instant noodles and workin' the -never finished- job at the dusty office on my own, got that underlined? on my own.
memang perlu tenaga ekstra buat terus selalu stabil. well i'm just hoping it can be done, even by a girl with 20-candle in her birthday cake.

6:34 PM 12/17/2005

some empty furnitures. 

i swear i'm not a workaholic

well, there's just sometimes we also want to be somebody else. and right now, i'm in the time where me myself and this d*mn life try to stop it. sdikit lelahh kalau terus menjadikan orang lain sebagai tolok ukur, some stupid examples for reason : writing this stupid blog in a saturday morning. doing my unfinished jobs.
aneh memang tapi sedikit banyak g harus mengakui kalo i really do love my d*mn life, siklus aneh tanpa henti dari kerja - makan enak - do my class with little soul less - merasa gemuk - be a comfort chair for somebody - sleepless days - missing my mom.
i don't even know why, why i stand for these. maybe it's just another ordinary life with an extraordinary God.